i’m so so tired

by andrealyy

i feel beaten up and left in a corner to bleed after defending lov(ed) ones.

i cannot stop crying why: why can’t the caretaker be taken care of as well?

when will a day not go wrong and when will i stop being nice?

is it a guilt trap? to be nice and given company. or to be truthful and left abandoned. but, what is the difference?